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Back Again Just to Leave Again

Sat Dec 1, 2007, 10:36 AM
Just thought I'd do a quick update here on this deviant site since I haven't been here since June it says. Well I apologize for that, I've had alot to work with. And for any of you who know my best friend Robin and have been talking to her, then she most likely has told you what's been going on so there's no need to explain.

However I do have a few things that I would like to say before I take the nap of all naps. 4 Days without sleeping can do this to you. But the only reason why I am writing this and not resting my eyes, is because it is something that I have noticed for sometime and it's time to start this on one of my own "rambling journals" (as Robb likes to call them), and say what it is I really think, making no sense in the process.
Now this does pertain to one individual in particular and I'm pretty sure she will kick my ass for saying this over an internet connection that can reach over millions of people everyday, and 2 thousand every 10 minutes; but none the less it will be stated.

You've given the world what it had to offer, only to have it thrown back in your face. You smiled when you were sad, and cried when no one was there. Your'e thought if you just let it go then no one will see how sad you are. You are the one they call fallen, yet they never remembered your name. Your the one they left broken, but you volunteered to pick up the pieces until someone came. You say you want acception, yet you test those who try and give it to you. Your a dance to no song, yet you bring people to the beat. You are my best friend, yet not mine to keep.
Now I'm only going to tell you this once, so you better listen up. When you gave the world everything, it gave you nothing because your more pure than what the world has to offer. When you smiled and were sad, a angel from above cried that day. And when you cried and thought no one was there, the one who cared about you was, even if you didn't see them. Letting things go helps, but memories are the things you need to remember for life experences. If you fall you know I'll help you pick up your pieces. If you break, you can bet I'm going to beat the guy who broke you, then listen when you call. Don't test those who care, test the ones who are worth caring about. And don't you worry, one day you'll have that special song, with that special guy and everything will go into place, until then, be happy knowing how many people you helped get to that point. Your my best friend, my greatest alli, and the closest person I have to call family. I love you as a sister, I love you as a friend, I love you as a person. There's no need to cry anymore....

Alright so yea don't you all get sappy on me now I was just worried about my best buddy. She's been going through some pretty confusing times and is just still hurt about a few things. But she's tuff, I have hope that she'll be ok. Alright so onto nap. oh and my new goodbye phraze "lateNbye" LOL. Dont ask.

LateNBye
-MJI

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: A variety of Music
  • Drinking: Ice Tea and Water

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  • Current Residence: New York
  • Interests: Chillin with close friends, such as Robin and Isaik, music, and lots of other stuff
  • Favourite movie: TMNT and the Godfather Series
  • Favourite band or musician: Trapt, Avenge Sevenfold, 30 Seconds to Mars and Jason Mraz
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything that has a beat
  • Favourite artist: My Best Friend Robin by far, and Myself
  • Favourite poet or writer: My Bud Jacob. ( Robin's Brother )
  • Favourite photographer: Peter and James
  • Favourite style of art: Square Soft ( Enix ) Graphics are pretty tight.
  • Operating System: Ps2 and Ipod
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Shell of choice: Fuckin Turtle Shell!
  • Wallpaper of choice: The One I've got
  • Skin of choice: One that can't feel pain would be alright by me.
  • Favourite game: FFXII, Soul Calibur III, and DDR Extreme
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Fuckin my character Thunder Robin made for me!
  • Personal Quote: "I Don't care if your the King of the Fuckin World, You better not test me"
  • Tools of the Trade: Ipod, Cell Phone, Laptop, and Coffee

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:icondaddysgirl2:
HEY MATT...WOW ITS BEEN A LONG TIME. TEEHEE SO WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO?

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How can i love someone who is leaving me?

\"You miss him dont you? He may be there with you but your heart still misses him.\"

Being in love and loving someone is totally different....but i am both. haha. teehee

I LOVE AUSTIN MARK STEWART!!!!!!
:iconjay-cougar:
Hey

I'v been featured in a contest at [link] to win a 3 month subscription... atm im winning, but i need votes to stay in it till the finals... id really appreciate it if you could check it out and vote for me... Thanks Heaps ^_^

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:icondaddysgirl2:
u r a cutie.......i seen a pic of you....and you are cute.

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How can i love someone who is leaving me?

"You miss him dont you? He may be there with you but your heart still misses him."
:iconmatt-e-blade:
Oh really? Now what picture did she show you? I think My looks have changed since then.

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"Somtimes you have to loose somthing, to understand how much it means to you."

"Fuck that! I'm racing."
:icondaddysgirl2:
hey so you are the all famous "dont touch the hair" Matt. well nice to finally meet you...but i still want to meet you in person.

talk? sure! anytime on DA. or myspace.

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Who will my true love be, if he is leaving me?
:iconmatt-e-blade:
yup thats right. You can call me names And I wont care. But if you touch my hair your dead!!

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"Somtimes you have to loose somthing, to understand how much it means to you."

"Fuck that! I'm racing."
:icondaddysgirl2:
im undefeatable!!!! mwahaaaahaaaaa

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How can i love someone who is leaving me?

"You miss him dont you? He may be there with you but your heart still misses him."
:icondaddysgirl2:
hey so you are the all famous "dont touch the hair" Matt. well nice to finally meet you...but i still want to meet you in person.

talk? sure! anytime on DA. or myspace.

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Who will my true love be, if he is leaving me?
:icondaddysgirl2:
hey so you are the all famous "dont touch the hair" Matt. well nice to finally meet you...but i still want to meet you in person.

talk? sure! anytime on DA.

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Who will my true love be, if he is leaving me?
:iconjay-cougar:
Thanks heaps for the watch... and welcome to DA :D

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